The Chemistry of Lemon & Lime

Another month is ending, June. Don’t know how to describe this month, alot of ups & downs. Alot of people keep telling me human are selfish, and I thought that some are not. Infact, everyone does have that genes in them, even if its just that little. You can really see a big picture if things are happening on your side, but it’s when it’s a bad thing than you’d realise it. For instance, when someone close to you are having financial difficulty, you can really see the difference on how people treat you.

Everytime when people are in need, you try to help and understand, but when you’re having problems, do they try to understand? Maybe not and even forgotten that you’ve been there for them before?…Or maybe there’s misunderstanding in between?..haiz..

I’m used to be OKIE with everything, cause it used to be manageable, but now, even one meal is just so difficult. Ever since I grad from poly, I’ve get any allowance from my parents. I’m so tired of working now, cause every cent that I’ve earned, I can’t really spend them myself.

At this point, I just felt so useless. Not being able to do this & that and not able to enjoy. I know it’s gonna end soon, but there’s still a year more for me to endure. I really hope it doesn’t affect any relationship with family & friends. I know sometimes I just don’t know how to express myself, cause I always thought people would understand, or I am always wrong?…