The Lemon & The Lime

Auspicious Date 11.11.11

It’s been months since I last blogged. I’ve nothing much to blog about actually. Just that another bad news for our family, my big uncle died of cancer few days ago. Yes, it’s CANCER again. It’s just another year since my aunt passed away last yr.

Life is really so unpredictable, we never really know what’s going to happen the next seconds. And people will keep saying, treasure your life, your love ones, but who really bothers?…many times, people just care about themselves. I’ve seen so many… …

Today is yet another normal day, though the date is special. Life as per normal, work & home. Maybe alil different is I did a event which is supposed to be held today, might be going there ltr. At least something to take my time off from office!

Til then, chaos~!

2011: 11/11
CATEGORY: growth of the lemon with the lime
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Hang On There

Another month is ending, June. Don’t know how to describe this month, alot of ups & downs. Alot of people keep telling me human are selfish, and I thought that some are not. Infact, everyone does have that genes in them, even if its just that little. You can really see a big picture if things are happening on your side, but it’s when it’s a bad thing than you’d realise it. For instance, when someone close to you are having financial difficulty, you can really see the difference on how people treat you.

Everytime when people are in need, you try to help and understand, but when you’re having problems, do they try to understand? Maybe not and even forgotten that you’ve been there for them before?…Or maybe there’s misunderstanding in between?..haiz..

I’m used to be OKIE with everything, cause it used to be manageable, but now, even one meal is just so difficult. Ever since I grad from poly, I’ve get any allowance from my parents. I’m so tired of working now, cause every cent that I’ve earned, I can’t really spend them myself.

At this point, I just felt so useless. Not being able to do this & that and not able to enjoy. I know it’s gonna end soon, but there’s still a year more for me to endure. I really hope it doesn’t affect any relationship with family & friends. I know sometimes I just don’t know how to express myself, cause I always thought people would understand, or I am always wrong?…

2011: 06/27
CATEGORY: growth of the lemon with the lime
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Sending off May

May is ending soon. Like what many ppl would say, as you grow older, time pass even faster. It’s already about e mid of year and soon 2012 is coming. I wonder if that’s really gonna be the end of this world. So much yet to be accomplished and seen. Each day seems to be more unpredictable.

Even though, some things are expected but still we would wish for the better. For every obstacles that each of us faces, it’s our own perspectives of things that made you choose the way you handle things. Some ppl may be there telling you what is right & wrong, you still have your own choice to choose the path you believe in. Probably, it’s cause of some situation that you’ve experienced, we’d tend to think of either the negatives of the positives.

No matter what happens, just smile & laugh it off and everything will be alright…
Hope June will be a better month…

I know, I am just a nobody…

2011: 05/23
CATEGORY: growth of the lemon with the lime
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Happening May

Just before May came was the Royal Wedding of Prince William and Kate Middleton. Next was the Singapore General Election 2011, which everyone was kinda waiting for to fight for the rights being a Singaporean? I think through all the social media & the results of the votes, govt should understand how most Singaporeans feels being in Singapore now? No doubt knowing more Singaporeans migrating out of here. GE is over and I hope we can see progress in this 5yrs for middle income group rather than always the rich.

Company trip was said to be on 20 May going to Phuket, but I wonder if we’re really going? cause until now, they haven’t even book the tix….hmmm…Anyway, I’m planning to go Genting with Sis & friends during June – EXCITED!! (:

til then…

2011: 05/10
CATEGORY: Celebrations
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Contradiction

Now, I truly understand why I am who I used to be the last time. Though, I learnt it late, at least I know that the old me was a better person for myself but not for others. Being a quiet person aint a good thing is that when you try to be a talkative person, which is called trying too hard. All these causes more trouble for you if you try to explain too much, compared to the trouble that you alrdy had. Thus, some things or probably most of the things are better to be locked in yourself. Cause, I’ve get many experienced in my life about all these troubles. Some people who are in e same category, they do understand, but some won’t. These are some of the things that I’ve learnt from work as well. All these made me conclude that – No matter what happen, just put a big smile on your face. PEACE*

2011: 04/16
CATEGORY: growth of the lemon with the lime
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It’s a Fools’ April

It’s another month that I want it to end quickly, wonder when these will end? People are leaving and coming…good or bad…I know everyone gonna say it’s all part of the life cycle. So much things to wonder, to think…

I seriously HATE this working environment!! >.<

Looking through the old msges made me smile, but slowly i feel heartaches…

2011: 04/15
CATEGORY: growth of the lemon with the lime
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The Short Coming

Sometimes life get too tired that you just wanna leave everything & go off. What if, you wake up a realise you can’t get tired anymore? or if u never wanna leave this tired life? I wonder how he feels when he woke up in his other world, to realise tt he’d actually fallen frm such height only in e world that we haven’t came across? I wonder whats e feeling like to be alone there facing it all by oneself? or maybe there’s no more feeling?…

Every life lived, have had their own life challenges to meet. People always complain about it, but cause we can only do that or try to make them better…probably, it is how to choose to live ur life that makes up the story of it…

To not trust in the things you thought you wanna believe in is really so easy & simple. The word lie always sit in the word believe, thats all you have to know. I’ve learnt the meaning of it & faced it in all the different chapters of life. I’ve tasted the fruits be it good or bad – sharing with others if it good & but all e bad ones to myself. People may sometimes thing tt e one given to them are bad & u’re keeping the good ones to yourself, than what should u do? I think i’d just say that i just don wanna give them e good ones?…nvm…is just too difficult to understand being a human…all i can say is thats LIFE.

2011: 03/27
CATEGORY: growth of the lemon with the lime
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March’in Grey

I am feeling grey this march, feeling lazy & sick. Wishing that the sun would take a sneak peak from beneath the grey clouds & shower us with its warm light. No matter how grey im feeling now, it wnt be as bad as those ppl in japan. Pray for them & wish that they could pick up the pieces in their lives & live on strongly. Though it may need quite some time, im sure they’re able to pull through. If things were to happen in sg, I don think we’d be as calm as they were when things happened.

I’m a big big girl
Living in a big big world…

I can see the first leaf falling
It’s all yellow and nice
It’s so very cold outside
Like the way I’m feeling inside

The cough is really an irritant!
I needa get well soon!